ei there.
it's been a while since i've posted anything here.
got no time. plus, i don't have access to the net now that
i can't go out at night to surf.
pamilyado na eh. well, sorta.

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a couple of weeks ago, i thought my wife was pregnant.
so i hastened her from eating this, drinking that,
stopped her from drinking beer at the company party; stuff like that.
a day before the date we were supposed to check
whether or not she was pregnant,
she had her menstruation.
i broke into tears.
honestly, i was expecting.

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she told me that she'd have her last set of hepa B shots
by feb 1. that meant no contact (as if) till then.
i told her i could wait.
"why wait?", she told me last night.
needless to say more bout that.

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i'm getting the feel that i might not be a great father
after all. do i have the guts?
my dad went to our apartment the other day, helpign me put up the antenna
for the tv i bought a couple of months ago.
after installing the antenna he told me to never dare
climb up and fix it.
at first, he told me i was too fat for the job.
i dismissed his comment. then he said,
i wasn't fit for jobs like that.
then what jobs am i fit for?
that made me start thinking: what am i good at?
i know i'm not the handyman-type of person,
but am i that unadept to housework?

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ei there.
email me, sms me, keep in touch.
sometimes i get bored...
and too challenged.
be safe ...