kahit kailan
hindi naging masama ang isipin,
ang unahin natin
ang sariling kapakanan.

***

some people are born leaders.
others are born to run...away.
what subtle thoughts linger
in the abyss of silence shrieks?
i sit here,
loudly absurd and unabated
but never noticed.
dammit.

***

this afternoon i cried over THEN CAME POLLY starring "zoolander" guy ben stiller and "friends" girl jennifer aniston. of all the corniest and zaniest(?) flicks i saw this year, (that including the riveting STARSKY AND HUTCH. no pun intended) i had to cry over this film. why? how should i know.
oh, wait. i do.

***

there were lines i heard at the last part of the film that bothered me. (see the film, if you like, to catch what caught my attention- that or rent the DVD, and just play disc 2, and forward it to the last few sequences. but it is not advised for people with the same habits that i have. trust me.)

***

why do we choose people, things just because they're the less risky option? and why do we opt to not choose when choosing is called for? don't ask me. choosing is not one of my best talents.


ancient one out. of misery?
yah, right.