i miss missing you.
in all honesty.
i miss those nights i cried
because i couldn't hold you in my arms;
those days that i daydreamed about you.
dammit.
i miss missing you.

***

yeah, i'll get better.
barfiness probably came with the day.
hahaha
oh, by the way
happy birthday.

***

once i missed you.
ev'ry moment and fleeting sigh;
when suns die and lovers fail,
dammit, i used to miss you.
i hope you did me, too.

***

even more fearless is the reality that the once terrestrial visionary was my dearest. we shared coffee, tea, bread, hotdogs and roasted chicken with home-made gravy. we'd talk all night. have coffee breaks; then talk again. that whole, precious month.
i miss missing you.

***

regardless of what happened between us, i'm glad that we've evolved into more than just the bitches, the friends, the shrinks, the foes, the lovers, the untouchables that we became.

i may miss missing you sometimes, but hey. we've all moved on. i just hope you're happy with where you are, and who you're with now.

***

i miss missing you.
in all honesty.