ER: i had no right to pry. my bad. you're right. it's none of my business anymore. sorry.
FT: you're beyond sorry. you never learn.
ER: i guess you're right.

i haven't had any sleep yet. yesterday, raven invited me to co-facilitate a recollection for her classmates at SHERCON in mataas-na-kahoy. 'tales was the main facilitator of the event. please, brows down.

the night went on okay. a friend of mine even dropped by to ask if he could swim with us. he came in too early in the night. the kids were just starting with the activities.

the day before that i was stuck in manila, fixing some papers in varied embassies in makati, and found myself listening to a bunch of friends talking about FIRST QUADRANT (i'm planning to join). i got homw at around 2am. i stood in the bus from alabang to lipa. dammit.

today, coming from the recollection thing, i rushed home, took a quick bath, and went to batangas to fix some papers and get some money for my gf's mom. undeniably, i was exhausted by that time. but my tidious days didn't end there. i also went around a four mile radius, joining and conducting a local group of kids who were christmas carolling the community. hooked off with them just a while ago. man, am i tired.

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating life
Now I'm bound by the life you've left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

MY IMMORTAL
evanescence

'will be going home in a while. just gonna grab some hot chocolate.
'will sleep when i get home.
happy holidays to all. hey.