the entire sum of existence
is the magic of being needed
by just one person.

THOUGHTS FOR THE DAY...
1
i am not defined by my abilities alone.

2
huwag kang pasaway. please. walang away.

3
it is only by being unconscious and stubborn
that we become poets (McNair).

4
we will all be forgotten
the way fire forgets coal.

5
sex is not a sin
if you enjoy it.

'having a very shitty christmas eve morning. last night, after i took a bath and was preppin' up for sleep, i received a text message from the gf - she was screwed up. ask why. yup. 'cause of me.

turns out a couple of the neighbors and relatives saw us WALKING WHILE HOLDING HANDS. and at this day and age, guess what? people from that freakin' place still consider that as a mortal sin! f*** tham all. i hope they all burn in hell.

i was on a rampage. i was even crying over it this morning. what do they think of us? a bunch of 15-year old school kids going out in the world with newly-discovered puberty powers and tryng out which plug slides into which slot?! f*** them all.

the gf wants to not see each other till the 26th. she thinks that'll help. yah, right. i think the people in their place are the ones who need help. professional help. f*** them all (my apologies if "f*** them all" is starting to become this blog's rhythmic pattern).

needless to say, i AM pissed off. went by my ninang's pad, had breakfast with her topless bf, and went here to blow off some steam. man, this has got to be the worst christmas ever. f*** them all.

***

i'm off to a friend's place this afternoon to grab lunch, and take a sip. bahala na. a friend of mine decided to call it quits with his bf. he might drop by later tonight.

It doesn't really matter now you're gone
You never were around that much to speak of
Didn't think that I could Live without you, baby
It couldn't be that hard to live alone

But I'm all, all alone again
Thinking you will never say
that you'll be home again

And it's gonna be a long night
And it's gonna be cold without your arms
And it's gonna be get stage fright caught
in the headlights
And it's gonna be a long night
And I know I'm gonna lose this fight

Once upon a time we fell in love
And I thought that I would be the only one

But now I'm on, I'm on my own again
Thinking you will never show
that won't be home again

And it's gonna be a long night
And it's gonna be cold without your arms
And it's gonna be get stage fright caught
in the headlights
And it's gonna be a long night
And I know I'm gonna lose this fight

Lost in your arms baby,
Lost in your arms

Now I'm all on my own again
Thinking you will never show
that won't be home again

And it's gonna be a long night
And it's gonna be cold without your arms
And it's gonna be get stage fright caught
in the headlights
And it's gonna be a long night
And I know I'm gonna lose this fight
I'm gonna get stage fright, cought in the headlights

It's gonna be a long night
And I know I,m gonna lose this fight
I,m lost in your arms baby
Lost in your arms

LONG NIGHT
the corrs

i'll probably blog some more in a bit. gonna check out my mail.
catch you later. hey.