CC: wawa naman u po. e2 pabwenas... mwah!
ER: day after christmas, and im stil sick. wish u wer hir
CC: ano b gnwa mo at nagkakasakit u?
ER: went to an overnyt seminr, nilamg me, i guess
CC: heheh drink plenty of fluids... take ur meds. take tym to rest also
ER: wala b gudnyt kis?
CC: hahaha gagu! :) chancing na yan ha! ehehehe cg na nga... mwah! o ayan, dapat magaling k n bukas...

somewhere there's a stream,
looking for a river;
somewhere there's a dreamer,
looking for his dream.

>ACCOMPLISHMENTS FOR THIS CHRISTMAS BREAK (you'd think there aren't any)<
1
had my first communion in three years. usually i take communion only during the last mass of the MISA DE GALLLO. for three years, i haven't gone to mass at christmas eve. yesterday, the gf asked me to partake communion with her. i obliged.

2
got to chat with my ninang's belgian bf. i found out that he was an intelligent man; that belgium has a moslem insurgency problem; that europeans have a tendency to be thrifty; that they love the summer season; that he's a close friend of jean claude van damme.

3
ate more than my body weight this christmas break.

today's got to be an extension of the really rotten days of christmas that i have been having for the past few days. this morning, while i meticulously checked papers, my dad and my brother got into a word fight - partly, twas my brother's fault since he was acting lazy again.
at the end of the word fight, my dad uttered something i wasn't prepared to hear: AKALA BA NG MGA 'YAN IPAGLULUTO KO PA SILA?! ANLALAKI NYO NA, BAHALA KAYONG MAGUTOM, TUTAL PALAMUNIN LANG KAYONG LAHAT!
and right then and there, my respect for my dad (a meager 20%) plummeted to about -30.
last night it was my mom's turn to piss me off. she was insinuating that my gf's folks were pressuring me to get married. hah! not now. got no dough yet.

I was six years old
When my parents ran away
I was stuck inside a broken life
I couldn't wish away
She was beautiful
She had everything and more
And my escape was hiding out and running for the door

Somebody listen please
It used to be so hard being me
Living in the shadow
Of someone else's dream
Trying to find a hand to hold but every touch felt cold to me
Living in a nightmare
A never-ending sleep
But now that I am wide awake
My chains are finally free
Don't feel sorry for me

All the days collided
One less perfect than the next
I was stuck inside someone else's life and always second best
Oh, I love you now 'cause now I realize
That it's safe outside to come alive in my identity

So if you're listening
There's so much more to me you haven't seen
Living in the shadow
Of someone else's dream
Trying to find a hand to hold but every touch felt cold to me
Living in a nightmare
A never-ending sleep
But now that I am wide awake
Then I can finally see
Don't feel sorry-

Mother, sister, father, sister, mother
Everything's cool now
Mother, sister, father, sister, mother
Everything's cool now
Oh, my life is good
I've got more than anyone should
Oh, my life is good
And the past in the past

I was living in the shadow
Of someone else's dream
Trying to find a hand to hold but every touch felt cold to me
I'm living in a new day
I'm living it for me
And now that I am wide awake
Then I can finally be
Don't feel sorry for me
Don't feel sorry, don't feel sorry for me(2x)

Living in, living in, living in the shadow
Living in, living in, living in a new day

SHADOWS
ashlee simpson

funny 'cause when you look at how my christmas "vacation" is turning out, i'm having the worst ever! dammit. 'hope i don't start hating christmas all over again.
i'm still here. hey.