in all honesty,
i am freakin' bored.

i was logging into YM just a few minutes ago. right after i did, i noticed my ex was also logged in. guess what i did - i logged off. dimwit. dammit.
i dunno why, but i had this impulse of logging off right after i saw the smiley lit up. was i still in denial? still in love? i guess not. hell no. not anymore. please, Lord. not anymore.
i spent the last few months/year hoping that i'd get over the ghost. can i talk to the person now? no. 'cause i chose not too. because the ex chooses not to as well.
with wedding plans lurking around the corner, i guess i need to get rid of any fantasies of wooing people who have no intentions of being wooed back.
i'm happy that we've all moved on - in our own ways.
i just don't like the fact that i can't talk with my ex's anymore. sayang ang friendship. but that's a decision we made, in light of the circumstances.
BTW, to you, thanks for deleting me from your online communities' friends list. i was briefly hurt, but realized it was for the better. it's for the common good, i guess.

Who'd have thought
This is how the pieces fit?
You and I
Shouldn't even try making sense of it
I forgot

How we ever came this far
I believe we had reasons
but I don't know what they are
So blame it on my heart, oh

Love moves in mysterious ways
It's always so surprising
When love appears over the horizon
I'll love you for the rest of my days
But still, it's a mystery
How you ever came to me
Which only proves
Love moves in mysterious ways

Heaven knows
Love is just a chance we take
We make plans
But then love demands a leap of faith
So hold me close
And never let me go
'Cause even though we think we know
which way the river flows
That's not the way love goes, no

Love moves in mysterious ways
It's always so surprising
When love appears over the horizon
I'll love you for the rest of my days
But still, it's a mystery
How you ever came to me
Which only proves
Love moves in mysterious ways

Like the ticking of the clock
two hearts beat as one
But I'll never understand
the ways it's done

Love moves in mysterious ways
It's always so surprising
When love appears over the horizon
I'll love you for the rest of my days
But still, it's a mystery
How you ever came to me
Which only proves
Love moves in mysterious ways
Love moves in mysterious ways

LOVE MOVES IN MYSTERIOUS WAYS
nina

hey. i'm still breathing.
keep close peeps. :)