my fourth commandment:
i never knew how to use a hanger.

while i was sleeping over at ectar's place the other night (he was helping me out with my blog's template) i came to realize a lot of things - that life was indeed too short to actually take for granted; that things will never be as they are; that i was not the person i knew i was; that i tend to overestimate and underestimate people; that i was still blinded by yesterdays that i thought were still within my reach.

but you know what? i didn't mind staying up and feeling all that. i was just happy i found myself at the nook that made me feel so at home with myself. and made me understand that though things were not as they should, and were not as i wanted, i was happy.