i AM still pissed off now.
two text messages woke me up.
not that i was furious about the content or anything
but it was the way things went after a few more messages
that pissed me off.
phones come and go, right?
but after a while they reach a point of sentimentality
for the owners. particularly if it were a gift from
someone dear to you.
i gave you the phone, right? it's yours already. no more
question about that. it's going to be a bit sad to let go
of the phone on my part, 'cause i gave the phone.
but i'll get over it eventually.
i just couldn't understand why you have to
go balistic and rave about things that need not
be talked about. now you're making me feel
like i'm making a big fuzz of things
and that it's perfectly okay for you
to not have me in your life anymore.
wow. that's all that i can say to you. wow.

i found a new computer shop right here in my barangay that asks just for P15 per hour for internet. you gotta be kidding me. i'm trying out the service right now, and it's quite good actually. i think they're on dsl. great news for me. now i have a new place to hang out. pinch me, i must be dreaming. LOL
honestly, i love hanging out in the internet shop. i feel more free when i'm online. i guess with all the things that're raging inside of me, it's nice that i can find a place where i could be myself, and be happy once in a while.

i was walking along the forbidden streets
when i saw you passing by - driving the car that
used to be a welcome sign to my eyes whenever i
dropped by your pad before. bt come to think of it now
i'm not quite sure if that was you. if it was
you behind the wheel. steering your family towards
home - there where i sought refuge for quite
some time. and found myself lying in bed with you
till the early morn. sometimes, i miss embracing you
but i don't think i'm allowed to still do.
i think i saw you. your eyes pegged on the road,
stern and not mindful of the stranger that passed by
your left window. i would like to think it was you
although it's a wednesday, and you have work.

thought i'd drop by. hey.