'gotten over the slump. but never gotten over you.everything's like a recurring dream. festering me all night; but i feel pleasant. because it is your face i see: smiling at me that night we held hands, and locked hearts. you had such a cute smile. still do.

minsan na akong nahimlay
sa piling ng iyong mga halakhak;
minsan na din akong nabulid
ng iyong mga tingin.
makailang langit na ba
ang sinubukang abutin?
at ilang pagnanasa ang nabuo
makamtan lamang muli
ang langit sa piling
ng iyong mga harok?

what littlest woes we create to cheat ourselves of the pain. but your moving on has actually made me realize even more that i simply could not last a day without thinking of you. your smile. your snores. your words that etch deep unto my skin. i can still smell how you smelled. and could still taste how you tasted. you were my ambrosia.