i don't know why, but most of my accounts start with "it's been a while." funny, but it always does seem like "it's been a while."

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financially, we're kinda in a rut right now. i want to be honest to myself, and help myself accept that reality. sa totoo lang, minsan hindi ko na alam kung paano kami nakakakain ng sobra sa tatlong beses isang araw. i guess, it just goes to show that Jesus finds ways. and grace and i are thankful for that. ang hirap pala talaga ng may ginagatas. but we're coping, tsaka, iba pala talaga ang feeling kapag your child looks you in the eye, and smiles (or giggles!) nakakaalis ng pagod.

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hindi pa ako nakakapag-enroll sa Ed.D. ko. grr.
gipit eh. so sue me, why don't you LOL

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carla venice is celebrating her 3rd month this april6. yehey!

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everyday, i'm trying to understand why life isn't as i planned after i saw carla for the first time in the nursery's viewing window. mahirap pala talagang maging ama. but i have to be one. the best one for her, 'cause grace and i are all she's got. and i don't let people down, especially my own daughter.

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keep in touch.
hey.