i am sad.
lonely.
crying.
unforgiven.
unforgivable.
misled.
atrocious.
hideous.
vile.
officious.
miserable.
putrid.
pudgy at times.
impoverished.
tricked.
never understood.
always adjusting.
kissed, but never sealed.
forgotten.
unkind.
crazy.
docile.
a puppet.
blinded.
busy.
alone.

i am sad.
but you see that not.