i guess i had it coming.
when i opened your blog
i found that you've removed me
from you links. thanks.
i guess.
you've released yourself of the horror
that taunted you;
and you have made me long even more
for that day when we'd sit down
by your house's front porch
and talk.
although i doubt that
that day would come,
since you've erased my name
from your links.

i was a bit taken aback
i admit.
i did not expect that
you'd have enough disgust
to take me out of the list.
i think the least
that you could have done was
say hello before you did.
but i had it coming
and this was your style;
taking people to the ground -
face down - and letting go
just like that.
i had it coming. darn it.

shocked? not really.
i figured i had it coming.
you still hate me, i know.
but i don't you.
let's face it: i still feel how
your touch felt on my sun-drenched skin;
how your kiss made me all tingly.
how we fell asleep in each's arms
and woke up kissing.

who am i kidding?
you've forgotten me.
'cause i had it coming.
and it came from you.

What day is it
And in what month
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time

Cause it's you and me and all of the people
Nothing to do, nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people and
I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you

All of the things that I want to say
Just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words, you got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

Cause it's you and me and all of the people
With nothing to do, nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people and
I don't why I can't keep my eyes off you

Something about you now
I can't quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does is right

Cause it's you and me and all of the people
With nothing to do, nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people and
I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of

You and me and all of the people
With nothing to do nothin to prove and
It's you and me and all of the people and
I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you

What day is it
And in what month
This clock never seemed so alive

YOU AND ME
lifehouse

i'm sitting inside s***net right now, and this girl comes out from nowhere and starts blabbering about boys that she has the hots for. pardon the rudeness, but can you be any more desperate? LOL
i'm such a bad ass bitch.

***

classes start tomorrow. dammit. i don't know if i'm up for it. i hope so. i haven't really prepared myself for it. it's raining outside. darn it. how am i gonna go to lord's place. it's fiesta; i intend to pig out.

***

lotsa things happened this summer. met new people. remisnisced the others i met last time it was sunny this side of the planet. i dunno of things turned out great for me or not. i'm just riding the waves, i guess.

***

still pretty messed up. but i hope i get over it.
soon, i hope.
wrote these a few weeks ago.

TAKIPSILIM
sa kalaliman ng gabing naparam
na ang anumang pag-asang sumibol,
ipikit mo ang iyong mga mata't hagkan
ang liwanag ng iyong puso.
pagka't iya'y liwanag din
ng sa akin.

alisin mo ang agam-agam
sa iyong puso; pakinggan mo
ang tunay nitong tibok.
ano'ng tunay na nais mo?
kung saan liligaya ito'ng pusong puno
ng pita't hilahil, duon ituon
ang iyong mga titig. duon
iyong langit. huwag mong itampal
lagian sa iyong sarili -
dusa't luha; bagkus, iwasang manisi.
hindi mo kasalanang umibig
asa hangal na ako.

MIDNIGHT BLISS
MORNING MADNESS
at night the stars rise
to shout you name in twilight bliss;
in the mon, they bow down
to greet you hello.
what happy sight the sun exclaims
when your face he sees
in morning glory.

i'm still here. call me.
hey.

honestly, i owe this guy more
than just an apology
but i guess we're still too tangled up
in the darn emotions we haven't -
at least i haven't - really gotten over the fact
that were indeed more than the usual friends.
blumentritt and rizal were among the lucky ones.


classes are starting this coming tuesday
and my schedule is full to the brim.
i barely have anytime for myself
let alone the people i love.
let's hope the coming semester has
positive prospects for yours truly.

that, and i have a pending plan.
june 27 will judge how things'll be for me
this year.

i hope i finish my thesis by august.


welcome back, dawg.
i hope you brought me back
something from thailand.

i'm here. gums hurting. darn it.