i guess i had it coming.
when i opened your blog
i found that you've removed me
from you links. thanks.
i guess.
you've released yourself of the horror
that taunted you;
and you have made me long even more
for that day when we'd sit down
by your house's front porch
and talk.
although i doubt that
that day would come,
since you've erased my name
from your links.

i was a bit taken aback
i admit.
i did not expect that
you'd have enough disgust
to take me out of the list.
i think the least
that you could have done was
say hello before you did.
but i had it coming
and this was your style;
taking people to the ground -
face down - and letting go
just like that.
i had it coming. darn it.

shocked? not really.
i figured i had it coming.
you still hate me, i know.
but i don't you.
let's face it: i still feel how
your touch felt on my sun-drenched skin;
how your kiss made me all tingly.
how we fell asleep in each's arms
and woke up kissing.

who am i kidding?
you've forgotten me.
'cause i had it coming.
and it came from you.